悪ノ娘 | 悪ノ召使

Saturday, May 8, 2010

MAGNET - KAIT0xKA1TO

..................................................................................................................................................... i hate taobao. T___T it tempts me to buy like almost everything from there!!! TAT and the worst part is.... the shipping kills you. YES IT DOES!! the same goes for shipping those PVC figurines from Japan to singapore... oh yea, i recently ot hooked up on collecting figurines. (if you've seen my fb recently, you'll know alright. xD) i like to give them "photoshoots"... yes lol i know i'm lame. and the imitation snow miku nendoroid(not the original!) i bought most recently cost me $30. .__. i know it looks little, but to a person who has too many money-leeching hobbies. it's very precious indeed. But oh wells i guess i couldn't regret picking her off the shelf. i fell in love with her at first sight. even though she was a fake, she was so pretty~~~~~ =w=

those were only 3 of the ~~many~~ photos i took of her. *gets shot* oh and my "orange" contcts i'm planning to use for hyper!tsuna came the mail yesterday! xDDD i was super happy at that time cause it was he first time ever in my life had i received a package through mail. =w= ~~i'll be recieving more stuff through mial in the future too. xD~~ the contents of the package!:

*Snow Miku was not included. =P
the lens i ordered was geo YH-304. i really hope that it would be orange-y or even very light brown. *prays hard* argh i'm so tempted to open the bottles to put them on!!! T^T

enough of my hobby that makes me broke all the time!!! DDDDDD<
Tests are piling up real fast.... (omg 听写 in week 9! D8) and so are graded assignments. i'm currently thinking of my math portfolio design. and i need to start research for history. and i have 3 chinese newspaer article reviews and a chinese compo to do. oh plus arabic n test on monday. .____. i wanna die!!! D8 *suicides*

i found a way in which i can improve my chinese!!! by playing the ~~yaoi~~ game LAMENTO. the art is just awesome. and hot guys with cat ears are enough to make you make your nose bleed. the story is about a Ribika(human with cat features) called Konoe. He lost his parents, and is living alone. One day he got cursed. And so begins his adventre. =w= the world he lives in is a world in a dire situation. There's famine and an unknown void that's taking over everything you touch. thus many Ribika are dying. Oftenly, Ribika-s will be sacrificed. IT'S A VERY SAD STORY! TAT
why, of all things, would this yaoi game improve my chinese? the original game is in Japanese but yuan le sent me the chinese version of it. since the story is very long indeed.(you'll only get to the cursed part in around 2 hours.) it is VERY VERY VERY text-heavy, there's super loads of chinese words. at first it took me 5 mins to understand a page of 4 sentences. .___. but now it only takes me 3mins. =w= 1 hour into the game and i've already started tearing. I BLAME THE SAD MUSIC! OAO and as the story progresses, you'll understand the world of Ribika-s more. like how there's a Touga and Sanga.

i shall end this post here. =w=

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Sunday, April 25, 2010

炉心融解 - MELTDOWN
By Rin Kagamine

Within a span of a month, so many things changed. I learnt to love photograhpy, and well of course i read a lot more touching (BL) mangas and movies. =w= As the June holidays gets nearer and nearer, the more deadlines i have to meet. In June there are loads of characters i wanna cos. .____. Oh yea update on my (cosplay) plans:
Starfest - Hyper Tsuna in Suit
Streetfest - APH Liechtenstein
Cosfest - Amulet Spade
For starfest i'll be going with miaw, yuan le and two other primary school friends. =w= For Streetfest i'll be going with miaw, yuan le and faith! For cosfest, well only with miaw at the moment. =w= i really should stop making more plans.... >___> *slaps self*

I really really really want a DSLR, and my dad said tht he'll be getting one during june. i told him to use my bank $$ to pay for it, but i think he'll not use it, so err yea i need to find a way to pay him back. (a job? xD) The model i'm looking at is the Sony a230 or a330. i originally wanted the a330 cause it has live view and tiltable screen, but the a230 is cheaper..... oh and i'll most probably be getting a potrait lens too. i want to create art. not just photos. and my photography buddy shall be Jolene!!!! =w= We agreed, promised, sweared to go out together to various places in Singapore to improve our skills and develop our own style. xD *is excited* Urgh i really hope that i would be able to get it soon! T^T

oh well i do not plan to make this post a long one. *goes back to MIA-ing*

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Friday, March 26, 2010

okay, so i'll rush out everything that i have on my mind before 12am cause i wanna sleep. *gets thrown with a vending machine* First of all, i'm not that depressed anymore. THANKS YUI-CHAN AND RONG SHAN!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *glomps*x100000000000000.....0000000 xD Well, i guess i could learn from this bad experience...... Oh yea, tmrrw, i'll be going to the World Cosplay Summit Selection Rounds held at West Coast Plaza. not gonna cos though, too busy at the moment and no costume(hahaha?? OAO) Instead, i'm going as a lolita-inspired outift. hope i dont get mistaken for a fail lolita or a fashion disaster. *prays hard* okay i'ma sleep now, enjoy the video and picture below!:

MAGNET by Megurine Luka and Hatsune Miku

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Saturday, March 20, 2010

FAILURE, WAS WHAT I TASTED.

this will be a rather emotional post, so dont expect any gay-ness from me now. People told me that it was impossible to rush out a full costume in 4 days. I tried to challenge it, and they were right. it is impossible. i have not had this many meltfdowns in a short peroid of 3 days. Wednesday wasnt so bad. but making the tie was very time consuming and fruastrating. i managed to complete it though. personally, it was the best looking thing i ever sewn for this costume.

Thursday
morning was used for my beret. it ended up crappy and shitty. meltdown. i spent the whole day on the pleated skirt. the sewing machine kept jamming, the cloth was gathering at where i did not want it to. meltdown. even hours and hours of trying, i just couldnt get it to look right. in the night, i realiaed that i had not cute enough cloth to make more fols to make the skirt look better. Another meltdown.

Friday
i tried to redo my entire pleated skirt. i took me till evening to get it done. at the end, it still looks horrible. meltdown. after dinner i went to buy a pair of black shoes as the boot covers i made looked horrible when worn. in the night, i did 3 three thing at once. to sew my vest, make my headphones and paint my shoe purple.
4 a.m.:
As i sat in the living living room using the sewing machine, i think about wherther i should continue, or to just give up. To continue or not to continue, i was stuck. on the verge of getting suicidal i decided to stop. and so i stopped everything. i couldnt take it anymore.

Now, i'm cleaning up the aftermath of the 4 previous days which i have attempted to rush out the costume. Sick, tired and depressed, i cant help but to cry while cleaning up. My heart aches as i look at the half-complete items that were stewn all over the floor. in a matter of minutes, the cloth on my lap has been drenched wet. i threw scraps in the bin, whispering "sorry". i have never felt so much regret. Inside, i feel so empty.

I should be participating in the cosplay competition right now in cathay, but here i am at home. and i was so excited for today last week. I'm sorry, guilty and regretful.

This road is so difficult. my ego is certainly damaged in the midst of this wreckage. i have to thank my family and yui for their supoort. I'm sorry, but i've let you down. My lesson was learnt and my march holidays were a toture. remembering the untouched homework i have, i feel like i'm the world's worst person. and i suppose it is true. this experience has been horrible, and i wish not to go though this again.

Failure, has never tasted so bitter.

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

CENDRILLON by Hatsune Miku & Kaito

Arietta the Wild from Tales Of the Abyss

After much heated debate, i managed to get permission to join the cosplay competition. xD but now........ i have another worry: Will i manage to complete my costume in time??!!!! OAO seriously. i have like 95% more to go, and there's only 2 more days!!!!!!! *runs around screaming* wait, then why am i still here?... O.O okay so yea i'll get to the point. so far, i've only managed to complete the tie(lolwut). i still have the collar shirt, vest, skirt, shoes, beret, socks and headphones to complete... oh yea, i have to cut my wig..... so many things to do.... so little time.... and to make matters worse, i found out that my house does not have anymore purple thread anymore. DDDDD8 and purple is one of the 3 main colours i need. TAT looks like i will have to take 30mins to go out and buy..... I AIM TO COMPLETE MY BERET AND SHOES TODAY!!! oh gosh, i'm really in such a rush... what's more... i havent even started on my holiday homework yet..... OTL

I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED LUCK TO FINISH THEM ALL IN TIME!!! OAO So yea, WISH ME LUCK. PLEASE. WITH A KAITO ON TOP.

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Sunday, March 14, 2010

First post of March???? xD

MAGNET by Kagamine Rin and Len

(NOW NOSEBLEED AND DROOL ALL YOU LOLICONS!!!! xDDDDD)

i shall have a new posting format starting from this post! =D First, i shall put the title on the top, followed by a video and then a picture(can be non-cosplay or cosplay). This is to prevent boredom before reading my posts.(lolwut) xD i should be happy that i didnt wait till another month to post something again. so.. TERM 1 HAS ENDED YEA! \(^o^)/ but then we have so much hw to comeplete. =3= i havent gotten my PPR yet but i know that it aint gonna be funny when i see it. OAO i guess i'll try harder to study and not be such a lazy ass sitting around eating Pocky..... T^T but hey, breadsticks dipped in chocolate/strawberry/milk is so irresisitable..... =w= crap i'm hungry now. OAO
Before i rush off to tuition, i'll try to type as fast as i can. First off, i'm so disappointed about my wigs not arriving in time.... T^T it's supposed to arrive on 13th march, but then it got delayed till 20th-21st march. oh well, i should have expected this kind of stuff to happen, since i've heard so many cases in which shipment being late..... =.= there goes my Toeto cosplay for the 20th March event..... =3= however, i shall make some changes to my plans: i shall be cos-ing ___________ on 20th March!!! xDDDD have fun trying to guess who he/she is. =P oh yea, i wanna join the competition too.... but also, i have to ask permission from my mom to cos. >.<>and also a HJJ too >=3
Tomorrow's is MONDAY!~~~~ =DDDDDD *is very excited* I'll TRY to remember to post about why i'm so happy tmrrw. (NO GUARANTEES) TAT

Wish me luck, i'll ask my mom for permission to cos tonight!(lolwut.) xD

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Saturday, February 27, 2010

WOOOOOOTS I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO PUT PICS ON THE BLOG!!! just go to photobucket, copy the code and paste in the "Edit HTML". =DDDDDDDD but i think this whole stylee is too emo for the gay-ness in my posts.... =3= oh well... nvm... cause i just love the Aku no/Of Evil series. it always makes me cry. T^T here's the series from youtube(Watch in order!)

well, there are more to this series, but these two are the main ones.... ~~crap now i'm interested in synchronity too....~~ D8 but no, this blog skin took me a full day to complete, i dont wanna waste another day on this... =3=

BYE WORLD!!!!
*abandons blog for another 1 month ~~again~~*

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Friday, February 26, 2010

i'm ~~finally~~ updating my blog. xD
I'M NOT DEAD!!!!
HEY THERE. after weeks of MIA-ing, i've finally decided to post something here!!!!! xDDDDDD no rong shan, i'm not gonna post about how fun SOYB was. I'LL FORCE YOU TO SIGN UP FOR A FB ACCOUNT TO SEE MY PICS!!! >=]
what shall i talk about? OwO okay, i've realised i've havent done a "cosplay plans for 2010", so i shall do it now!!! here goes the CONFIRMED:
-Hyper!Tsuna suit version
-Megurine Luka Toeto
-Amulet spade
-Liechtenstien (Red dress one)
-Megurine Luka Magnet version

TENTATIVE IF I HAVE MOOLAH AND TIME:
-Hatsune Miku(dunno what version yet)

IF YUAN LE WANNA COSPLAY KAGAMINE RIN:
-Kagamine Len SPICE! version
-Kagamine Len Of Evil series version

I LOVE COSPLAY
Next event, is Jap Obsession at The Cathay on 20th March!!!! \(^o^)/ but... yuan le might not be able to make it cause she have hua hui performance.... TAT and i wanted us to join the team cosplay competition...... *grows mushrooms in a corner* oh well.... if her performance clashes... then i'll think i'll be cos-ing Luka's Toeto.... another cute character. =3= i cant help it, really. i'm cursed with chubby cheeks and small eyes. Dx to top it off, i'm like 165cm tall. there's no lolishota characters at this height..... T^T enough with my whining. here's the ultra cute toeto~~~

GAMBATTE, TOETO!!!~~~ \(^o^)/ aint she cute?~~~~

okay moving on to my school life. nooooooo i've been screwing up every single test..... TAT okay fine. it's practically my fault anyway. I CANT MANAGE TIME WELL. >.< AND I'M NOT DILIGENT. WHY THE HELL WAS I SENT TO DILIGENCE?! D= boooooooo life sucks. =3= i'm sinking further into despair at the thought of it. OAO I'll shall cheer myself up by coo-ing over how cute Toeto is then. =P

aint she cho cute?~~~~ ~~crap am i turning lolicon now~~ =X

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Saturday, January 23, 2010

7 MORE DAYS TO SOY'B'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i have massive eye bags now. D= and, my eyes arent symetrical!!! >=O they arent even the least bit similar!!! well it was still okay, until two days ago. i kept rubbing my eyes cause i was tired, and then bam! one eye is off from the other. DX plus soy is in a week... i'm worried about how i will put on make up and how effingly screwed it look. DDDDDD= *prays hard* and i hope miaw's and yuanle's costume will come in time.(like a day before soy??!!!) and hope no trouble with the wig~~~ on soy, we plan to go there early to camp then attack the booths once they open. >=3 i'm really looking forward to soy, cause it's gonna be my debut at an event!!! *rubs eyes violently*

3 weeks of school has passed..... slowly getting used to sch life again, but i want my carefree december holidays back. =3= sec2 is really more tough then the honeymoon sec1 year...i wanna go back to 1 faith09..... TAT everyone is there~~~ and the crazy homies are all there too~~~~ guess we never treasure the present until we lost it eh?.... T^T hope that 2 Diligence10 will be as fun~ everyone is so stress in there, probably cause it's streaming year. and i aint the type who does well under stress!!! DDDDDX wait a minute, i dont even like studying in the first place...... who does, really? unless it's studying about [s]yaoi[/s] other stuff....

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Cosplay has affected me really really really alot. in many ways. first, i start to notice how everyday ppl dress. this behavior is brought on by my need to sew costumes. i will examine their clothes, try to figure out how it's done, and try to guess the price. an interesting way of killing time on the MRT.
Next, due to my need of guys pants for tsuna, i start looking at men's pants. HJJ-ish? yes i know. OTL i have to see how pants look like on males... so i would know which kind of pants i should get. and i made an ~~disturbing~~ observation: ~~few guys have very nice legs. hurhur.~~
Third(which is what i'm currently suffering from), i look at every single woman's face to examine their eye make-up. why? ever since the discovery that awesome cosplayers put on awesome make-up, i realised that i need to put make-up too. make-up at the age of 13? ppl will slap me and scream "Vain". but... oh well i aint blessed with natural, beautiful eyes. and thus we unfortunate ppl with puny eyes discovered make-up to hide our own flaws. and trust me, CORRECT make-up really enhances your features. ~~i'm not promoting make-up to minors! hurhur.~~ i mean, have you seen tsuna's eyes?!!! proportionately, they're supposed to be around three inches big!!! the solution!(for me): double eyelid sticker and eyeliner. it makes my eyes look bigger. just be careful not to make tsuna look too girly, he is a guy afterall. a shota at that. BUT!!! i'm going to cosplay Amulet Spade from shugo chara soon, and a girl's make-up is totally different from a guy.(plus it's more complicated.) i've come to a conclusion on what i need for amulet spade: double eyelid sticker, black and white eyeliner, white, blue(and maybe brown and black?) eyeshadow and fake lashes. BUT! THE PROBLEM: i dont know how to go about putting on everything together. especially the white eyeliner and eyeshadows. and thus, explains my weird habit of examining ppl's eye make-up. the process is taking me to different places. in the end i've decided: DONT LOOK AT EVERYDAY PPL'S MAKE-UP. LOOK AT PRO COSPLAYERS' ONES INSTEAD. dont get offended, it's just that everyday ppl's make-up doesnt work for cosplay. hmm, maybe it's just us s'poreans. XD
Things to get: white eyeliner, falsies, eyeshadow and brown contacts. i'll maybe throw in mascara and eyebrow pencil if i decide to.(shall study more first) looking at the list, all i cant say is: If you cosplay, save money constantly.

During 2010, let's see what other weird behaviours/habits shall cosplay give me. ^.~

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;